no more dreams for me..

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

dear on-line journal,

Me and my buds at agno(dlsu) where talking about certain dreams we've had a while ago. It was just so funny because there were different stories about each of our wildest and raunchy dreams. Ec started it off narrating that he dreamnt of 8 naked ladies in front of him. hahahaha!Ü And he was so overwhelmed that he didn't know what to do.. I remember jp telling us about his dream about kristine hermosa. He was so iritated in the dream as he recounts. Apparently in that dream they were breaking up.. "it was so fast" he said because they were already breaking up and not even in the "couple stage"or even the "courtship stage". He even told us that it would be so nice for kristine to be his girlfriend even just for a day, so that he could brag to us guys that they were an item even for the shortest time. I remarked to him "bro, too much kristine hermosa for you.. all my life must have done wonders for you.. hahahaha". Moving on to my dream, I have this friend in school that I've known for quite sometime. She's the typical girl that men would notice because she is pretty(but not really all that..you guys might get me wrong..hehehehe..Ü), simple, has a sense of style. The typical girl next door and a person who is active in church. Given the fact that I've known her for sometime I've considered her as a good friend of mine and not a person that I would picture myself to be with and in the situation of being in bed. Yes, you guessed it right my friends.. (if you don't.. well, you guys are boring!Ü Get a life! Then a partner! Then maybe a room? hahahaha.. you know me.. just playing again..) in that dream it was so wild with her that when I woke up I had chills up my spine. Must have been a nocturnal emission since I haven't been walking the dog for quite sometime..(hahahahahaha!Ü nah, i was just joking..) To make the dream even worse I had her in my room.. it was just so nasty.. too much visuals for me in that dream. That dream about her just changed the way that I see her and I know that upon dealing with her things for me would never be the same. At that time she was my classmate and when that dream occured I find myself checking her out(kiwi, this is your conscience.. As much as possible don't try to look at her assets.. her bumpers.. her face.. in short, don't look at her at all.. hehehehehe). I try to suppress myself of seeing nasty images of her that keep on popping up in my head. It just makes my blood boil and makes that animal in me wanna come out.. down boy!Ü Awwww.... shit! Well, I'm trying to be a good boy now and I am at the moment trying to keep those hormones at bay. You guys gotta give me a break.. boys will be boys.. My friends commented that it may be a suppressed feeling that I might really like this gurl subconsciously even though I'm not thinking of her consciously. She is really a catch although thinking of it I'd rather not pursue her because it would be for the wrong reasons if you know what I mean.. We ended it up with a cigarette and had to go our separate ways since class was starting..